Not too sure if its a late night or a really really early morning. Sleep is playing cat and mouse with me so I decided to get up and be productive for once. I may even have my breakfast now to save more time in the morning .
Friday fabs seem to be eluding me tonight. This is more than annoying as I am supposed to be the positive one and always happy about something. I read today that you should just be happy for no reason because if you’re only happy for a reason then your happiness could be taken away if the reason was taken away. This week has been work experience week for my son. This was a big thing for him being the shy one. But he tried, conquered and has just one day left to go. I think its been an eye opener as to what the working life is like which is good as that was the aim. And as for the H&S boots that he had to wear and could hardly lift with his own legs, well that will make me chuckle for evermore as I didn’t produce a big stopping lad, oh no. I managed to give birth to 2 whippet like specimens who can eat more than there own body weight and still disappear when they turn to the side.
My other fab is sort of backwards and makes no sense, well unless you have daft logic like I have. I am having a really busy week. 2 people on holiday ( job number 3), a customer moved away and an existing customer wants a new site ( job number 1) and midst all of that I rejigged and made some decisions on my own projects ( job number 2). This week I hurt as stress makes my M.E worse. When I hurt I become withdrawn and hurt. My fizz dies out and I long to be back to myself again. I sort of bump long from one bedtime to the next just hoping I don’t fall down in between. BUT if I didn’t have weeks like this I wouldn’t enjoy the better weeks as much. You have to experience the bad to appreciate the good. So it may sound daft but my fab is that this week isnt great but I know there will be better around the corner.
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